May 2, 2010

Ok to say the truth,
i had a so-called 'terrible' week...
All i can say is that a few bad misfortune things happen, recently.


    One is, of course, that my cousins & sisters are having their MYE = mid-year-exam
    & so after that they will be free...
    As it June holiday...
    But for me, why i call it a 'bad' thing is because when im having a break, in the first month, while thier studying, preparing for class tests & so.
    But right now, its the opposite way...
    So, ok, i cant say its unfair as Poly study calendar is different from the original school calendar.
    & all i have to say is,,,
    all the best for your exam to my cousins & sisters & also to ahjie, who is also one of cousin too,
    can got into SIM (:
    & most importantly, last long with your 'johnny dear(x'

    Next is that 'we dont have any extra holiday break for tomorrow'.
    &, as told from my PEM = personal mentor, we dont have holiday on Teacher's Day.
    Which is so UNFAIR to the tutors, lecturers & etc.
    They, too, are known as teachers but why didnt they have a rest day on Teacher's Day
    which is supposed to be a special day FOR them...
    Dont you think its so unreasonable to them ???

    After which, is qin...
    I dont know what really happen to her during school/class lessons
    as, according to her blog which is Qin ,
    she had some mis-conception or was it mis-communciation with her friends/classmates...
    (Should be friends right ????)
    Anyway, i guess probably of this .... particular person who this this & that
    which became a misunderstanding to a lot of people, including qin
    Thus, she proclaimed that she cried inside her house toilet i guess, alone....
    "Alone" is the saddest part ): ): ): ): ):
    But it seems that the situation is solved/cleared,
    & right, for thier project (i guess), should be right on track (:
    & im happy for her as she dont have to start thinking back & cry & stuff...

    Lastly, i guess this should be the last one or maybe not xPPPP
    Im not sure...xD
    Is...
    Something bad happen or should i said,,,
    something 'unexpectedly' happen to my grandfather,ermmm the maternal side...
    & none of us could ever imagined, right his condition,,,,,
    is becamin.... 'great'...
    After he had his operation, which ,as i've known, is cancer round his stomach area,
    he's finally ok & back to the original grandfather all the family members used to know...
    But,,,
    erm,,,how should i say...
    Aiee,,,,
    ok lets say that,,,this cancer is a bit 'unhappy' as grandfather is safe & healthy...
    & right,,, lets refer cancer as 'it' as i dont wanna say to many times & that makes to worried for my grandfather...
    'It' came back...
    & right now,,,its worse than before....
    Apparently, the doctor said that yes they really did take out/cut out 'it' & they thought grandfather was safe but what they didnt know is that 'it' is still inside his body
    & 'it' is spreading around his body which, right now, his condition is getting 'bad',,,
    lets not make it sound so serious
    ...
    From what i know right now,,,
    he CMI = cannot make it
    His condition is quite critical...
    & 'it' is in stage 4...
    Means my grandfather is in stage4 of 'it'
    ...


    Today,
    all the family members, including cousins, relatives, his children, grandchildren & even my paternal grandfather went to the hospital to visit him.
    Can look from his face that his forcing out a smile on his face...
    But i can feel that his actually 'fighting' to stop the pain from his stomach.
    & today, all he did was to say his so-called 'last hope/wishes'...
    & all i did was try to joke around to cover up the moody atmosphere.


That's all for today...
I know it maybe a long post full of 'dots'
but i hope you can appreciate everything i've said here
& not makin any comments on this post (:

Edit-ed 4/5/2010
My mum told me not to 'post' up on my grandfather's issue...
so i so-called 'white' it & 'minimize' it...
(:

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