Be Yourself - Minghui

Nth do rite nw...
Nw @ shuang,cousin's hus cuz celebrate her b'dae;
Even though is nxt wk fri...

Seriously is nth much to do la...
But i thin dis is e summary of my mood for dis wk;

I seems to look lonely;

but keep puttin on a 'smile' on my face,

so that others wont notice...

they seems to be sayin Lots of 'things',

which i dont know...

i know i sounds like sayin bad things about them

but Overall;

i think its Very true...

Everytime when some of them saw me,

they will ask:

why you look so emo?

i will say,where got?!?!

but still you all will just believe its true...

ohh lord;

please let me be my ownself for just 1 day...

i look lost;

but they will make me Happy again!

all I have to do is,

Make myself look happy & 'Funny'...

i think this is the way i got to be from next week Onwards ba...

please Realise me;

let me live happily like the days i've Enjoy with them!

if can,let mi Vent my angers & loneliness

using the simplest ways to look happy & cheerful again...

please dont let me be so

Emotional with my own feelings towards them;

they are good people...

even if they mean harm to me;

i'll still have to accept & keep it within me...

i think this is the only way for me...

Realise me from my lonely path

& let me be the one i am...