i had a so-called 'terrible' week...
All i can say is that a few
One is, of course, that my cousins & sisters are having their MYE = mid-year-exam
& so after that they will be free...
As it June holiday...
But for me, why i call it a 'bad' thing is because when im having a break, in the first month, while thier studying, preparing for class tests & so.
But right now, its the opposite way...
So, ok, i cant say its unfair as Poly study calendar is different from the original school calendar.
& all i have to say is,,,
all the best for your exam to my cousins & sisters & also to ahjie, who is also one of cousin too,
can got into SIM (:
& most importantly, last long with your 'johnny dear(x'
Next is that 'we dont have any extra
&, as told from my PEM = personal mentor, we dont have holiday on Teacher's Day.
Which is so UNFAIR to the tutors, lecturers & etc.
They, too, are known as teachers but why didnt they have a rest day on Teacher's Day
which is supposed to be a special day FOR them...
Dont you think its so unreasonable to them ???
After which, is qin...
I dont know what really happen to her during school/class lessons
as, according to her blog which is Qin ,
she had some mis-conception or was it mis-communciation with her friends/classmates...
(Should be friends right ????)
Anyway, i guess probably of this .... particular person who this this & that
which became a misunderstanding to a lot of people, including qin
Thus, she proclaimed that she cried inside her house toilet i guess, alone....
"Alone" is the saddest part ): ): ): ): ):
But it seems that the situation is solved/cleared,
& right, for thier project (i guess), should be right on track (:
& im happy for her as she dont have to start thinking back & cry & stuff...
Lastly, i guess this should be the last one or maybe not xPPPP
Im not sure...xD
Is...
Something bad happen or should i said,,,
something 'unexpectedly' happen to my grandfather,ermmm the maternal side...
& none of us could ever imagined, right his condition,,,,,
is becamin.... 'great'...
After he had his operation, which ,as i've known, is cancer round his stomach area,
he's finally ok & back to the original grandfather all the family members used to know...
But,,,
erm,,,how should i say...
Aiee,,,,
ok lets say that,,,this cancer is a bit 'unhappy' as grandfather is safe & healthy...
& right,,, lets refer cancer as 'it' as i dont wanna say to many times & that makes to worried for my grandfather...
'It' came back...
& right now,,,its worse than before....
Apparently, the doctor said that yes they really did take out/cut out 'it' & they thought grandfather was safe but what they didnt know is that 'it' is still inside his body
& 'it' is spreading around his body which, right now, his condition is getting 'bad',,,
lets not make it sound so serious...
From what i know right now,,,
he CMI = cannot make it
His condition is quite critical...
& 'it' is in stage 4...
Means my grandfather is in stage4 of 'it'...
Today,
all the family members, including cousins, relatives, his children, grandchildren & even my paternal grandfather went to the hospital to visit him.
Can look from his face that his forcing out a smile on his face...
But i can feel that his actually 'fighting' to stop the pain from his stomach.
& today, all he did was to say his so-called 'last hope/wishes'...
& all i did was try to joke around to cover up the moody atmosphere.
That's all for today...
I know it maybe a long post full of 'dots'
but i hope you can appreciate everything i've said here
& not makin any comments on this post (:
Edit-ed 4/5/2010
My mum told me not to 'post' up on my grandfather's issue...
so i so-called 'white' it & 'minimize' it...
(:
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